正在準備清華同修集體起訴江澤民的個人材料。
羅列親身經歷的酷刑折磨、尊嚴剝奪、人格摧毀、歲月銷磨、生離死別，時間、地點、經過、施暴人，讓我重新審視經歷的一切。我仍然沒能做到師父要弟子做到的無怨無恨。
十幾年中，在無法伸直身體的囚牀上，多少個夜晚在深沉的仇恨中靜靜入睡。仇恨就象無星無月的大海，黝黑，不知多深。我微笑仰面浮在其上，隨着波浪輕輕搖晃，眼睛閉上了，身體入睡了，內心的眼睛從來沒有合上過，我在盯着它們，記着它們。
仇恨這位老朋友陪我走了很長的路，應該到了告別的時候了。儘管不知道如何才能分手，但我內心知道分別後，等待我的是光明的未來。
I am preparing the personal materials for collectively suing Jiang Zemin by Tsinghua disciples.
It has made me review all I have experienced, to list the torture, respect deprivation, character destruction, loneliness and forbearance in long term, farewells with whom I loved, time, locations, scenarios, abusers… I still cannot bare to have no resentment against anything as what my Master has taught me to do.
In more than ten years of lying on the board, I cannot stretch my body. So many nights passed by when I fell asleep, quietly in deep hatred. The hatred is just like an ocean of which I do not know the depth under the sky without stars and moon. I am afloat on my back, smiling. My body swayed slightly with ripples. My eyes closed and my body fell into sleep while my inner eyes never closed. I have been watching them and remembering everything.
Hatred the old friend has accompanied me for a long time in a long journey and it’s time to say goodbye to it. Although I do not know how to leave, I know the bright future awaits me ahead.